Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend...

Well heres a song for you...
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Reunited comrades....

Well here we are at another gathering but this time we had a fair turnout of at least 23 people, actually i should say it ws quite a good attendance... The scheduled place that we were goin to dine was apparently sakae, but they had switched it to Siam Kitchen... Well this was my first time dining here and i would say its quite a pleasurable experience with great ambiance. To those who don't know where this place is located, well its near the Fountain of Wealth at Suntec city.

Well the buffet costs $20 which is quite a gd deal i think considering the wide array of food they have and its quite good too... But as for me i just had something off the ala carte menu due the lack of funds currently dwelling in my bank account... Well had fun and hope to see guys again sometime soon... Definately missing you guys.. : ]

A very small get together...

Heres a photo of the 4 of us.. :]

Well from what was an original size of a football team suppose to meet up for a kickabout, we somehow ended uo with 4 players plus a fren of si wei which made it 5, but apparently the people who play there do so with 6 in a team so now we were short of a player due to the last minute pulling out Sir Gang... Haha left us high and dry. So it was an hours ride to telok blangah from woodlands, but it was fun thou we lost a few times.

Anyway there was another gathering today which i totally forgot about some of the guys were going to suntec for lunch and a movie, i think it might be nacho libre. Well sorry it slipped my mind...

Well til next time then guys...

Yawns

Saw this on someones blog, its so cute had to "borrow " it....

















The baby in blue seems bored and is yawning.... ^^

















Hmmmph close your mouth when you yawn..!!

Bakey time

Well have been doing quite a bit of baking recently and its actually quite fun but taxing on the stomach thou... And so when i told you yesterday, Ms Chai that i was gonna make something....
Well i was gonna bake more brownies... Yes more to add to the tyre thats inflating around my waist and quite rapidly too.

Up until now i've been using instant brownie mix, so my next batch of brownies will be self made.. Hope it wouldn't be too much of a hastle... You don't have to make the fudge for 1st attempt, the base is good enough the fudge is something extra that you can make... I think :] Not too sure thou let me try it out 1st...

Well i'll be offering some brownies to the ever hungry ghost "fatty Chai" but i doubt she'll even eat one piece due to her insisting that she'll put on weight but hey look at me i've eaten probably a few truckloads of brownies but no extra inches can be seen as of now... When i'm wearing a top that is... Well you can add the brownies to your krispy kremes.. Hehe


Well heres to you Hungry Ghost, this's for you, made specially with love... Haha more like instant brownie mix... :]


Hmm looks delicious doesn't it... These are the last few pieces left in the house, hope my brothers don't find it...

Tomb of boredom

Well since boredom is etched on my forehead right now, i decided to go through some photos of mine and just revisit some of my past doings... Came across some photos of me in indonesia during my military trip there. Well travelling is something i would love to do, thou unlike some of my more fortunate friends i do not possess an account overflowing with dough for me to be lavishing myself with or in this case go backpacking or any forms of travelling even if it is taking a cab... Hehe well the price of taking cabs has just gone up... :[

The most i can do is to travel across the border and into Malaysia, thats abt as far as i go... No costly plane tickets, not much travelling expenses just a bus across and from there, i could just basically go on foot. Well whats there to do in malaysia, you may ask.. Well i don't know actually... Well all i know is that i just basically buy some movies to watch and maybe a bit of shopping.

But there are few things that i'd like to do someday soon... And i thing you can do it in malaysia like white water rafting and scuba diving. Iwould also like to do bungee jumping and free falling and i dun think they have these in malaysia or then again they might just have... Thou not your average daily activities but i'm just jotting them down to name a few, these are some of the things that i'd like to experience in the somewhat near future... Thou i've jumped out of the plane a few times during my time in the army i'm guessing the feeling of free fall will definately be more exhilarating.. As long as my main and reserve chute don't malfunction that is... Haha i better bring my own personal rigger along...

Well the furthest that i've gone out of singapore will unfornately have to be indonesia or is brunei further?? haha Its not that its a bad country or anything its just that i can't go any further... I would like to go places like china, japan india blah blah blah but like i said before, if only... :[

Well indonesia was a good experience though having been in a somewhat hostage like situation...
And mixing around with the folks there... i liked the place the food was nice but i guess my stomach wasn't used to it or maybe not used to the water. Aigh got a sensitive stomach... Even nasi lemak from changi village upsets my stomach but thats not gonna stop me from having more...

Well when i have time i'll post some of my indo trip photos... Well i actually have the time now but i'm just too freaking lazy...

Anyway you don't answer your phone half the time and still say i never call...!!
Woof Woof...

It’s been 5 years in the movie since Superman (Brandon Routh) mysteriously disappeared. Apparently he went back in search of his home planet Krypton, encouraged by rumors that his dead home world may not be so dead after all by certain scientists. And returned home to earth after finding nothing. But i didn't understand the part abt "burying something" this was in the scene he was talking to his mum martha kent. Well anyway he returns to find louis married well actually she hasn't tied the knot. And clark i mean kal-el is not too happy. Well anyway he got stabbed by a knife made of krytonite, man i thought he was going to die... Anyway catch the show i think its quite nice. Well probably cause i like superman.

Then there’s Lois’ 5 year old son, Jason.

Hey, didn't Superman leave Lois 5 years ago?

Anyway watched the movie with my truely beloved, hope you enjoyed it. Thou you were super slack... Guess we had a super good time yeah :]

And can you stop making me go crazy in public... Woof woof

Zizou...

Well the world cup is over and Italy are the champions, but this game will be
remembered forever as the game in which zinedine zidane played his last official game, as he has planned his retirement from football after this tournament.

Zinedine Zidane or Zizou as they call him affectionately is considered by many as one of best soccer players ever and also the most expensive, as Real Madrid had transferred him over for US$66 million from Juventus. I think that the record still stands...

This man will always be remembered as a legend for years to come and even after i'm gone.... He's a winner, a leader and even thou he bowed out of football unceremoniously, he will always be one of the greats maybe even the greatest of the 21st century.

Zidane has captured the World Cup, the European Championship and League Cups and titles in France, Italy and Spain


Apparently the defender whom he gave the headbutt to said something about him...

Some say he called him a terrorist and told him to play for his own country.... Because he's an algerian... Well italy had an argentinian in they're side as well so i don't think they have a case to argue about.

This is from bbc i think, they used a lip reader or something:

"i wish death to you and your family"

and "go f*ck yourself"

Zidane found that his mom was in hospital, just before the match.

he never said anything racist...he still deserved it thou...
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on ITV news, they claim he said

"i slept with your mother last night"

and "your mother is an Algerian whore"

Up there with Eric "the King"Cantona's Kung-Fu kick and Wayne Rooney's nut crunch :]

Up there with Eric "the King"Cantona's Kung-Fu kick and Wayne Rooney's nut crunch :]

Well the gifs below are something that i took off some websites. Quite hilarious... Its about him and the headbutt which he got red carded for...











Flawless Victory, Fatality...












Back at you zidane











Oh no watch out...

Increasingly bored

Well my life is so freaking stale and boring that i find myself playing ridiculous online games that make no sense. Well i'm hoping to go out on monday to look for a job but i'd probably be suffering from world cup withdrawal symptoms...

Its France vs Italy... Hmmm quite a tough match but i think the fiesty italians will scrape through... And in the 3rd and 4th placing i would have to go with germany... I dun see the portugese scoring anytime soon wth pauleta up front...

Oh got to go now...

She Loves me... She loves me not.......

World cup Stickers

Hmm as i head towards completing my 2006 world cup sticker book i'm left with quite a bit of extras hoping to sell them off but heres where the problem comes in the stickers come in a packet of 5 stickers at $1 so that means 1 sticker would cost about $0.20 rite..?? Well the thing is the cost of buying this stickers fromm other people varies from $0.20-0.50 maybe even more ridiculous prices that i do not know of. And i 'm just selling mine at at $0.25 just trying to make up some loss yes i know that by collecting this book will definately make a loss but its not as if i'm trying to make a profit by doing so...

Well anyway left with 3 more stickers to go...
447: Hidetoshi Nakata
531: Spanish Emblem
562: Some ukraine player

Brownies Galore

Oh my god this past two days has seen my tummy absorb far too much brownies, too much so that its bound to add an inch or two to my ever increasing spare tyre around my waist. Being so bored i decided to bake some brownies and finished them in like 1 day, two times in a row. I'm still feeling the after effects... Arggggghh....

Well it seems that Chai or chai has been in the midst of her own little battle with buns.. haha crystal jade ones eh?? Well at least you 're constantly exercising unike me cept for the occasional playing of soccer for Mr.Goh cheng kangs team, from which i got injured last sat... THe Arsehole wacked me on the hips with his goddamn knee. Man it still hurts ... Well it seems to be getting better so i'll just rest at home. Well World cup season is abt to be up... And the Epl's gonna kick off soon in Augest, well so is school.

I'm going to have to study real hard... Hmmm maybe i even have a job lined up for me :] . Well that will be in 3yrs time , in the mean time thou i've got to find a part time job... I've got to come with at least 10k for my studies. Hmm where to get that much money?? Yo singapore pools i bet 10k on italy to win the finals....

Ah its been a while since i blogged thou i'm still officially unemployed and yet to begin my course, i'm getting to lazy to blog thou occasionally i do pop by to check out dearest blog ad of course fav fren. Hohoho still playing CS?? Well i definately miss the good old days where you would come in uninvited throught the backdoor of the bunk : ] Hmm if you really wanna play soccer then we must arrange one before our school term starts if not everyone will probably be too busy and then i guess we'll all just drift apart... : [ how sad rite after 2years of brotherhood this is the way we are headed. I guess everyone has their own lives and things to do, but good friends should never be forgotten.

Anyway so much for joga bonito.... Rooney got sent off for refusing to dive. If it was any other player he would have dived when under pressure by the 2 portugal players. But i'm not sure if he got sent of for stamping on Ricardo Carvalhos balls or shoving ronaldo... But what ever it is i hope it doesn't affect rooney and ronaldo, cause they are the future of Man Utd...

Anyway i hope the bag that i wanna buy is on sale. Oh no shopping again... i have to stop... Anybody got lobang for a part time job :]

How to fail an exam...

Ever go into an exam without a clue?














Also check out the suicide jumper

Oh no man don't jump dude!!

Foot reflexology...

Heres the foot reflexology chart and what the different organs that it effects hope it helps :

Top of Head Sinuses Pituitary Gland Temporal Area Neck, Cervical Upper Lymph Area Parathyroid Gland Ears Eyes Thyroid Glands Shoulder Lungs and Bronchi Heart Area Heart

Spine, Vertebra Pancreas Solar Plexus Stomach & Duodenum Liver Spleen Spleenic Fixture Gall Bladder Adrenal Glands Hepatic Flexure Kidneys Transverse Colon Waist Ureters

Ascending Colon Descending Colon Lumbar Small Intestines Sacral Bladder Ileo-Caecal Valve Appendix Sigmoid Flexure Hip & Lower Back Coccyx Sciatic Area

Well i decide to get my ass off my bed and go down to the nearest foot reflexology shop near my place, at woodgrove. I just feel that maybe lafter lying down to much and not using my legs that ,uch probably the blood flow in my legs is probably haywire, inclusive of the tackles and knocks that i receive from idiotic soccer players... So as i sat there waiting for the lady to bring the pain she remembered me from the other time that i had come down which was like in January 2005 probably i was the only indian guy to ever step into her shop... :] She remembered the problem i had back then so i told abt the operation i went through recently, she was like "Wah you tahan the pain for 1 yr huh??" I was like really was it that long ago... If not for one of my camp doctors
i would probably be still carrying the cyst with me right now. But i must say that my leg is not what is used to be maybe i should change my style of soccer, i love soccer and what more is that i love flamboyent soccer its more fun and makes the game more interesting when you run at defenders and make them look like fools... : ] So i'm hoping that this massage will make my legs better, thou it will not be good as new...

Well anyway back to foot reflexology, it was quite painful almost every spot that she pressed left me wincing. After a while thou the pain lessened and my legs felt better. But its quite sore now thou hopefully it'll get better...

P. S : I never meant to get the apple i just went to fridge with the intention of getting the orange and i got a really sweet one... :]

Joga Bonito...

From left : Nitin, Jo, P.G, Navin, Hussein, Shawn (yup thats me) and Morales...


"For too long we let liars and cheaters make a fool of the game...."

Well so much for Joga Bonito... Well in case you dunno what it means from my own personal point of view is that i think it means play beautiful football... Exactly my kind of football. I love to play beautiful or at least i try my best but it disgusts me to see people who play dirty and cheat...

Well thats what happened last sun when we had our soccer tournament. We played at the Singapore version of the infamous cage which is located at jalan benar kapal hope i got that right, its located at kallang within walking distance of the Macdonalds there. It was the annual SSSC tournament which was normally held at St wilfred sports complex. Well we finished in 3rd place. Damn that sucked we were probably the best team there in terms of technical ability, but we literally got physically attacked by one of the teams who kept on fouling us but it seemed that the referee was quite oblivious to all this. Thou he was quite good when it came to foul language thou i wish he was as consistent in it with foul play. Cause whenever he heard any foul language the cards came flying out... :[ And unfortunately my team had quite a no of cards for that.

Oh yes i got the meaning of Joga Bonito of a website well here it is. What does it all mean? Well, "Joga Bonito," Portuguese for "play beautiful," a phrase that symbolizes both any football player's desire to embody the grace of the game and to promote the sheer fun, skill, sportsmanship and community spirit that makes football truly the world's favorite game.

Well the 3 Days were practically spent lazing around in bed... Wow how slack is that?? But thank goodness for the person in charge at costa sands at sentosa for he was a really nice guy... Well Ms C and me actually booked the really lousy Kampong Hut which practically was really effed up... Why ? Other than the aircon which cannot be adjusted it had basically nothing plus it was really small like uber small when i 1st laid my eyes on the hut i was like what the hell... It would have probably been a really bad outing for us. But in the end we got to stay in the superior chalet which was really a welcomed change. It had the following items which made my stay really enjoyable....

• Built-in wardrobe
• Attached bathroom
• Queen-sized bed or twin beds
• Towels
• 20" TV
• Mini fridge
• Speedy boiler
• Air-Con (with temperature changing ability!!)

The Kampong Hut...!!

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I would defintely not recommend a stay here, unless of course you don't plan to stay in the whole 2 days?

Well days go by and here i am with the same-o same-o life of mine... Nothing new other then getting the world cup fever, probably end up spending close to $200 because of the world cup... Thats including my new brazil and mexico jerseys both away... Well do they look cool or what?? Probably gonna get the brazil one printed i'm still pondering on whether to print kaka or Ronaldinho... Any Suggestions guys?? And this will cost another $35!!! Boy i wish i could literally print money $$$.

I wonder how all my Ns buddies can afford to go on trips?? Some have been to places like china, europe etc and are spending $1000++. where do there get the money from ? parents? Do their parents sponser their trips for definately they couldn't have spent their savings from the measly NS allowances... Cause if they did they would probably be spending almost all of it cause its almost impossible to save from the money the government gives us...

Anyways can't wait for the chalet that i'm going to on tues... It'll probably be my only excuse for a holiday for now. If you can even call that a holiday... Can't wait to kick yr butt Ms C.

World Cup Fever!

Ah its been a while since i last updated my blog... Been preoccupied with other stuff i guess or maybe i'm just too lazy. Well what has kept me, you may ask, well for one it is the game Football Manager 2006 which is mainly the reason behind my lack of online appearances including Msn.. I've been spending hours on FM06 but have nvr got past the 1st season... Well you cold say world cup fever has hit me cause i've been struck down and struck down hard. I've been spending time, maybe too much time on soccer and i guess i've been neglecting my dear Ms C, i'm so sorry dear!!

Getting world cup jerseys, playing soccer and now i've gotten into collecting the sticker book, the world cup one that is. So you may say that it is childish collecting the sticker book but let me tell you it's no child's play collecting stickers nowadays cause me as an adult i'm feelin the pinch, yeah somewhere near my arse that is...

Collecting the stickers is so damn expensive that a packet of 5 stickers cost a dollar!! And theres 596 stickers in there and if u do the maths,its like spending $120 for the whole book not including the extra sickers you gonna get .... I mean you're definately not gonna get all 596 stickers by just spending that much you're bound to have missing stickers!!

Boy oh boy!!!

And started my driving again, had about 6 lessons already i think, So far so good. But i'm starting to get quite irritated by the instructor!! Well my Tp's on June 26 so wish me luck.