Ramblings and Burblings

Well its been a while since i blogged and i noe i've been a emotional wreck all these while but a friend woke me up... Thanks for the wake up call...

I figure that life is too short to be moaning about one person when theres so many others out there whom i love... Theres 2 ways you can look at it, that life's too short and that u wanna spend it with that special person or life's too short and spending your time trying to get that person back is just a pure waste of your time and even more heartache...

I've never let myself get so low before and i thought that the lowest i could go was when my dad left me... But this girl brought me to a new low, well i dunno how i let myself suckered in.. Looks like love is just an illusion that blinds you, does it really exist?

Anyways back to the advice my friend gave me.. My friend was telling me about her uncle who just got his both his legs amputated... It was like on fri he had 2 good legs and on sun he had none and found out that he had cancer and didn't have much time... See life takes a twist for the worse all of a sudden... Today i could be typing this but next week i could be dead... I guess thats life for you...

And theres this other guy whose girlfriend left him for his good friend... so he killed himself by suffocating himself with CO2 in his car... but tell me what good would that do? Killing himself only hurts his parents and his sister and he had it all gng for him... he was smart and rich...
So would his friend and ex gf feel hurt? i bet they would but are they gonna break up just because of him? well that i dunno but how long will their hurt last compared to his parents?

I would certainly not kill myself cause i know that i cannot abandon my mum... Its not an option, killing yourself, its just selfish and a stupid way of taking care of your problem... cmon be smart and theres always another way...

Don't let someone bring you down.. Even when you think that he or she may be the one for you and it turns out that you get cheated and feel like a dumbass... well i certainly feel like one.. but i feel much better now i guess, i hope...

Well take care people and treasure what you have cause you know not what tomorrow holds...