A new year, hopefully a new start

Well new yr is coming and i'll probably be all alone... Haha remember telling her we would do the chalet thingy again come end of year but i guess thats not gonna materialise... Anyway loneliness sucks, i'm not the partying type either unless u can get me drunk then i'm a different person, talk about split personality...

Wish i could spend the new year with my dearly beloved... Juz hangout and cuddle with her through the new year watching the sunrise and everything but i guess she has someone to spend it with.. :]

Well i hope the new year brings about great things for me and hopefully i can find the motivation and drive to push through and get good grades... Happy new year and a merry christmas to all...