Would it be the same?

As i sat there along the stretch of clarke quay, awaiting my colleagues as they prepared to leave, i couldn't help but notice... Many asian woman with white guys, its not that i'm feeling inferior or in anyway racist or anything i mean why should i? They come here steal our jobs and while their at it they go for the woman as well.. wow, just wonderful... And the thing is the asian woman are probably gonna get hurt or at least that's what i assume.. haha cause some of them probably have families and most are just out on the prowl... i guess most guys are like that or maybe all.

Anyway back to my problem sitting there i couldn't help but think if i were white would it be a different story? Would her parents accept me if i was a caucasian guy, instead of an indian guy? I know talking about races is all taboo and everything but i'm not slandering any races out there... They didn't even give me a chance or maybe she didn't give me a chance, give our love a chance, not like she was fighting for our cause... Or maybe it was all a lie, just a damn bloody big trap which i fell into and tore my heart wide open.

I'm now wondering how the bloody hell i've fallen so deep into this, cause for me it was hard committing to anyone, let alone trusting someone so much. Lets just say i've had a couple of bad experiences... So i guess all those times you told me you loved me was just throwing bullshit, pure crap at me. Well love you too dear...