Friday, December 08, 2006

I can't hide behind this fake face that i've been putting on for long, i can't do anything til i have her by myside... i wish it was that easy... Why must she go? i would never have left her like that, i'm suffocating here... feeling all cheated and lied to...

Was it all pretence, just a show? I'm still holding on to the hope, to the chance that we might have better days together again... Its just a dream... It all feels like a bad dream, which i'm not waking up from... Shes been running through my mind every single day and theres not a day that goes by without thinking about her... what can i ever do to help myself... Move on? well easier said then done...

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