Yes they are twins....!

BEAUTIFUL twin sisters Alicia and Jasmin Singerl certainly make people look twice.

Alicia has dark brown eyes and complexion, and Jasmin is blue-eyed and fair-skinned.

Experts say the chance of twins being born with such different physical characteristics is about a million to one.

The sisters from Burpengary, north of Brisbane, were born in May.

Mother Natasha Knight, 35, has Jamaican-English heritage, and their father, Michael Singerl, 34, was born in Germany.

Genetics experts say that in most cases a mixed-race woman's eggs will be a mixture of genes for both black and white skin.

However, much more rarely, the eggs may contain genes for predominantly one skin colour.

In this case, Ms Knight has released two such eggs - one with predominantly dark pigmentation genes and one with predominantly fair genes. Non-identical twins are conceived when two eggs are fertilised by two sperm at the same time, which has odds in itself of about 100-1.


Anyway i think that they are so beautiful, if only people can look beyond the colour of ones skin to see how beautiful one is... mentally and physically... But unfortunately the world is not quite there yet on this aspect, so Alicia is bound to be subjected to racism at some point in her life, and wish that she is white just like her sister... Well i guess thats life for you...

sigh... its almost 2am and i'm still awake thinking about her... boy i miss her and shes probably with some other guy now... talked to one of her frens but she didn't wanna tell me if she was seeing anyone but by not telling me its like quite obvious or maybe i'm just being paranoid, i've always been this way. Anyway its been 3months so she's probably moved on from me, i probably meant nothing to her anyways but why didn't i see it coming. she always got me to be optimistic and always got me on my way even me continuing my education was thanks to her, but also because i wanted to do well for her, so i could be with her but all this doesn't matter now.

i mean it doesn't matter to her how i feel for her, nothing much just that she means the world to me. so i guess its like she brought the world tumbling down on me. I wish i could hold her one last time and tell her how much she meant to me i would never let go ever again... never ever..... Why oh why must the world have people classified into races and colour its like so unfair that love can fail because of such a dopey reason... And of all people it has to be me... I feel so lethargic and tired... I have a bloody test morrow and i couldn't even get down to studying... what am i to do? i'm probably gonna fail morrows test.. well gd luck me... and gd nite cyberspace.. i'm gonna try to get back to sleep...

Would it be the same?

As i sat there along the stretch of clarke quay, awaiting my colleagues as they prepared to leave, i couldn't help but notice... Many asian woman with white guys, its not that i'm feeling inferior or in anyway racist or anything i mean why should i? They come here steal our jobs and while their at it they go for the woman as well.. wow, just wonderful... And the thing is the asian woman are probably gonna get hurt or at least that's what i assume.. haha cause some of them probably have families and most are just out on the prowl... i guess most guys are like that or maybe all.

Anyway back to my problem sitting there i couldn't help but think if i were white would it be a different story? Would her parents accept me if i was a caucasian guy, instead of an indian guy? I know talking about races is all taboo and everything but i'm not slandering any races out there... They didn't even give me a chance or maybe she didn't give me a chance, give our love a chance, not like she was fighting for our cause... Or maybe it was all a lie, just a damn bloody big trap which i fell into and tore my heart wide open.

I'm now wondering how the bloody hell i've fallen so deep into this, cause for me it was hard committing to anyone, let alone trusting someone so much. Lets just say i've had a couple of bad experiences... So i guess all those times you told me you loved me was just throwing bullshit, pure crap at me. Well love you too dear...

Fcuking pissed off...

Well fucking pissed off right now... I've decided to boycott the freaking wedding.. i dun give a rats ass... My dumbass maid has spoilt my levis shirt the one which is one of my fav tops... I hate her... i feel so damn pissed, feel like asking to pay for it... but well i can't do that i guess...

A bloody big stain at the bag of the shirt i wonder wtf she did to it... Why must they always spoilt my favourite stuff... And what pisses me off the most is when she said that she never touched it.. so was i the one who washed it? maybe i shld juz do my own laundry... sigh

This was also the shirt that i wore when i met my dear Ms C, at zouk.. haha i remember so well, it was also my company's d&d that nite at the hotel beside zouk i think its called the grand copthorne... and it was a last minute thingy that i decided to go clubbing... It was cuz we had invites so i guess i'm kinda what you would call a cheapo hehe : ] anyways fate i guess brought us together and well i guess it tore us apart.. i wonder what shes up to right now? Just wish we could keep in touch.. i guess its my fault, i couldn't let her go and i guess she felt stifled...

P.S: can anybody help me with this stain?

Time cures it all... doesn't it?

I guess as time flies you tend to forget about the heartache that you've been through, so everyday i think less of her... and as time goes by i hope to just remember the good times we spent together and forget this irritating feeling that has troubled me since she left. I've to admit it sucks and to think that i've done this to other girls, maybe its just karma hitting me back. Well karma fuck you and all your little buddies...

Everyones busy, with their own lives ... All preparing for their exams and stuff but mines like next year. As Nageb would put it my mighty mouse degree is gonna be a tough ride, maybe i should have taken another course... Probably a mickey mouse degree... Well PBf is a blur and econs is right around the corner... Maths and stats are ok thou i seriously need practice and ibm is much like history and theories alot of key concepts to get processed and stored in my ever depleting memory. Well i have to do well...

Adios blogger, til next time... Time to hit the sack... Errm i mean books
Miss you dearie... :[

Is this really the end..?

Is this where it ends?

Til i find you back with me,
beneath all these walls you've put up is my love that'll set us free,
would you still be here with me?

i'm here beggin for yr reasoning,
something that i guess i'll never be getting,

Did u luv me anyway?
i fail and falter since you've been gone,
i feel like i'm always falling down,

when i call ur name,
u'r not here to ease my pain...





P.S:If you read this, baby i still love you and i all i want is to be with you.. but if that is not possible then all i ask is to be frens again...Please don't shut me out cause it hurts so bad.

Hit the books..

Well so been busy with school work and mugging... I'm pretty sure if i put in more effort then things would be a breeze, thankful for the company that i'm mixing with is not as slack as some of my poly mates haha :] no offense dudes... But well maybe it's just me... I guess i just wanna do really well and be able to finish this 3 yrs on a high note, with or without you. I feel like i was a mistake in your life, was i really?

Anyway got acquinted with "eye-candy" today... haha :] boy shes really pretty, i was like man shld i talk to her!!! So i borrowed a little courage from my two friends down there and said hi and we ended up gng to school together... Well looks like i got a new neighbour cause well she lives next door, as in the next block.. Ha ha shes attached if i'm not wrong not like i stand a chance... heh anyway i'm too depressed to think of relationships right now i just wanna stick to my books from now i guess and if love decides to come around then we'll see...

Anyway Ms C i hope you take care and all the best, if you really want it to be this way then i can't do anymore, i really don't know why you're behaving the way you are...

Anyway back to books, test coming up morrow...

Study,study....

Well quite tired today, spent the whole day studying in school, started at abt 2pm - 8pm..then went for dinner with jaydon and joshua at a foodcourt at clementi... We decided against the artery clogging macdonalds,well actually it was more like me,i'm starting to get fat : [ ...

Well i guessed being buried in books will be better for me as it helps to keep my mind from straying but sometimes i can't help but wonder does she even think about me? anyway i've got loneliness for company so who's complaining... anyway does anybody wanna watch the movie departed with me?

Back to studying morrow,but this time its self study at home til abt 5then its off to work at clarke quay... At least get to see some chio bu there...haha. Hmmshld i hit the clubs morrow... its been a while, well actually the last time i really clubbed was when i meet my ex at zouk haha... Well anyway my eyes are fighting to stay open so gd nite cyberspace...